God had a special message for me during this training.
“I have been crucified with Christ. It is no longer I who live, but Christ who lives in me. And the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who love me and gave Himself for me. I do not nullify the grace of God…” Galatians. 2: 20-21
You are blessed, Jannie! God “handpicked” you, gave you already a variety of opportunities to become His daughter-bride-follower. He wants you to be so close to Him that you will hear His soft whispering voice into your heart (1Kings 19: 10 – 12) and with His truth that you receive – that you will go out to deliver and encourage others with His Words and that His Spirit will be their Comforter. You do have wisdom, but are you willing to give it up, not because it’s wrong, but it “limit” God’s work. As God wants to do greater things through you, beyond your own experiences / understanding or knowledge…
It requires faith, to step out of your “knowledge-wisdom comfort zone” and with Him discover the “super natural/ extra-ordinary” – His grace at work. This is the given prayer – that as you drink the Living Water – that you will step with faith into faith and experience His grace at work. “Great grace is the unmerited favour of God, but also refers to operations of the power of God – it manifested in great dynamic where the Holy Spirit is at work.”
You are blessed!